It won't. Saul and Panam did one thing right at least ?????? they welcomed you into the clan. Not a one will abandon you in your hour of need.

Just humans at each others' throats. That's not Radovid's fault.

I spend every day tending the fields, and what do my daughters do? Nothing! Complain and caterwaul! Sleep and eat! Useless!

True, my brothers and I quarreled, fought tooth and nail, until we acknowledged we'd do best to sell all Father had left us. But I try not to complain.